My baby counted to 10 yesterday by himself! This morning he crawled out of his crib by himself!
I am still feeling very overwhelmed in general. My babysitter is leaving us in January. I don't blame him at all, and I am very grateful that both my aunt and uncle have watched the boys for the past almost 4 years. I'm just not sure who we are going to get to watch them or where we will have to take them. It makes me sick to think about it. We have always had family watch them.
I just feel like I'm in a funk right now. I'm not happy with our finances and I hate that I helped get us where we are. I want to stay home with the boys and can't afford to right now. I'm sure there are still some feelings about my grandma dying so suddenly. My house stinks. I really want to clean it, but never seem to get caught up just on the day to day stuff. I am really behind at work. The girl I share an office with got fired today. My friend Patty's mom died this past weekend and I found out about it today. Just a lot of junk. Not much that is earth shattering, but all together it's got me down. I know the things I need to do, it's just hard to do them.